weary as water

every time i blink i have a tiny dream

orange spiced tea (or, the way to end a pretty good day)

I’ve been distracted lately – mostly by work outside of work – and I haven’t had much time to myself. I haven’t had much time for this blog either, but I’m not really sorry.

Tonight I went over to an apartment complex with a gate and fixed a computer. Got home, and W. came over. We had a beer and some cloves and she talked really fast. I’m still worrying I might have offended Robyn terribly by emailing her mid-gasp while watching zeitgeist. Turned off the tv, the noise was overwhelming me. Lit some incense, sat on my zafu, drank some tea afterwards, wrote in my journal. I need to make that a habit, like so many other things.

Still wondering what will happen with fnb. Most of the homeless folks have been run out of town, or at least northside, and we haven’t been having hardly anyone stop by on Sundays. We’ve been at it almost four years. Part of me thinks it’s been a good run, the other part of me hates to give up the only unselfish thing I do each week.

Maybe I need to make that a habit, too.

busy.

so, so busy. had a good time last night at the they might be giants show. the opening band, oppenheimer, was pretty good. good enough that i downloaded their cd on emusic, which as we all know is just a step above stealing it from soulseek.

i have decided not to use capitalization in this post. be forewarned.

i am tired. my computer (the one i’m working on TheProject with) decided to crash and burn thursday night. thankfully, i had uploaded said Project just moments before the hard drive went out. (and i had a backup of all my important stuff). this was the least stressful crash i’ve ever had, thanks to my trusty friend external hard drive.

so, fixed the computer tonight so i can again work from the comfort of home and will be working like mad all week to get TheProject done by saturday.

i’m in a bit of a funk. am hoping spring being right around the corner will lift me out of it. i need to start running again, and meditating, and veganizing…hack my own happiness.

disaster narrowly averted

I worked on this project most of the weekend (I seriously underquoted them, but that’s another story) and finished it up last night about 10. I went to install IE7 on the machine to look at it, so I downloaded the install file from M$ and ran it and poof, computer froze up. Rebooted and now it’s cycling and won’t boot. Thank the awesome, I had uploaded the site to a test server, so I didn’t lose anything. That would have sucked.